It was on this day,
Dec. 26th, 1998
13 years ago,
that you left us....
Who would of thought that
just the day before
(Christmas Day)
would've been our last
Christmas together.
You fought for 2 1/2 years
living with a severe head injury,
and left unable to walk.
I put all my heart and soul
into taking care of you
for those 2 1/2 years...
I prayed like I never prayed before...
But it wasn't enough...
God had other plans.
Didn't he know that you
were only 36 and I was 30?
Didn't he know we had
2 small children, ages 7 1/2 and 9?
What would I do without you!
I remember this day all to well...
As angry as I was at God
for taking you from us...
I knew in my heart that you
didn't want to live this way...
I since then forgave...
and I still pray everyday.
Somehow, Life went on...
The boy's grew up...
Now ages 22 and 21.
But not a day goes by that we don't
think of you and miss you dearly,
especially this time of year.
Merry Christmas in Heaven, Randy!
In Loving Memory of my Husband
Randy Allen
June 16, 1962---Dec. 26, 1998
IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY
If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane.
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you back again.
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say "Goodbye".
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness,
and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to love you -
No one can ever know.
But now I know you want me
to mourn for you no more;
To remember all the happy times
life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
I pledge to you today~
A hollowed place within my heart
is where you'll always stay.